Guest Post: A Wow Story
Kate Fischer, a fellow 2015 Miles in 2015 Team member, agreed to write the guest post below. Get ready to be blown away by her honesty, courage and mental make-over.
Wow…is the word that comes to mind.
Wow…
What made me reach out to Traci and say YES? Wow….I am scared. Wow …I am actually doing this and I am actually succeeding!
Let me put this into perspective. I am not an Eat, Breath and Love Working Out kind of person. It is funny; I just received the, “Time Capsule” update from Facebook and the last time I worked out prior to this challenge was two years ago, and let’s be honest it wasn't a regular occurrence.
But my mentality is slowly changing and it is kind of freaking me out!
I think I can answer the questions from above, with how I feel today (knowing this may change over the next 10 months). But here it goes.
How did I get myself into the challenge? I have no idea what made me reach out to Traci on January 9th but I did and I didn't hesitate, not even for a second. Brandi and Traci said, "Kate Fischer are you in?" My response, “Yeah I am in,” made it sound like I do this every day, like it was nothing, an easy challenge. Then about an hour later the dread set in. How in the hell am I going to do this? Why in the hell did I even respond to this? I would have smiled in the past and just watched everyone else respond and thought to myself, “Oh good for them, they are crazy but good for them.”
There are a couple things that come to mind that made me say YES. First, I watched one of my best friends Traci run a marathon this past year, someone who hadn't been huge into athletics in the past, kick that marathon's butt and I remember that day saying to myself if she can do it, maybe someday I can. I still can’t quite see myself doing a marathon yet but I was so inspired by her hard work over those months. Second, I think my wedding played a big part in this; I needed the push to start doing something. It is such a special day and I want to look my best and feel great.
Also, my overall health. I am not going to beat around the bush I have a stressful job and I love it, but I don’t want to be diagnosed with my family health issues like diabetes. The stress at the job is huge and I can’t tell you how much this has helped, it allows me a release that I needed. I have one hour in the day that is just my time and I can think of all kinds of things. I also stare at the treadmill counting the miles some days as well. My overall health is always a concern and I want to have children so it was time to start thinking about taking care of myself and exercise is the best remedy.
That is my rational on how I got myself into this challenge.
Wow…I am scared.
I am scared of all kinds of things too. Let’s start with this blog for a second. This was my hesitation; I have never been very open with my thoughts on health and exercise, body weight, etc. So this is definitely stepping out of my box. I keep thinking, Who really wants to listen to me just talk about myself?, but I also feel like I can relate to most of those that are not exercising regularly like I was.
I am also scared of the challenge ending in December and me just going back to my old ways and not continuing. I am scared that one day I will just say I can’t do it and quit like I normally do when it comes to health and weight loss. I am scared of five miles, but two weeks ago I was scared of walking 4 miles... but then I remind myself I did it and I walk 4 miles weekly now.
Tomorrow I will likely be scared of the thought of actually running but I think I just might try it, but if not today maybe tomorrow. I was scared of my team mates because they are awesome at this; they are those crazy people that run like 10 miles at a time and love it and I don’t want to let them down.
I have watched Brandi and Traci work so hard towards their own health and wellness it amazes me that they get out there and do it every day so I can’t be scared. I've just got to take one day at a time.
Wow …I am actually doing this and I am actually succeeding!
I know that is kind of a bold statement (that I am actually succeeding) but I count the little wins and each day to me is a little win. I count making it to the gym a success and actually continuing with this challenge when I would have quit before three days in and I would have made every excuse in the book. But we have now reached two months and I have 75 miles under my belt!
I think one of my biggest days of this process so far was February 10 when I clocked in at 4 miles and I thought it was such a fluke... I was wondering if I could do it... so I just kept walking and walking. And I did it! I was dead that night and the next day but I did it and have continued it over and over. It seems like a small task for some, but let’s be real: I was not working out for years, which was just three weeks prior to that milestone, so I am going to count it as a success!
Tomorrow when I record 45 miles for the month it will be the first month that I made my goal and I am pretty excited about that number!
So that is my... "Wow Story."
My story it isn't glamorous. I don’t have brand new shoes and I take a plastic grocery bag with my gym clothes in it to the gym (I had to add that in because the girls at work think it is hilarious!) but I am making it, one day at a time.
My story it isn't glamorous. I don’t have brand new shoes and I take a plastic grocery bag with my gym clothes in it to the gym (I had to add that in because the girls at work think it is hilarious!) but I am making it, one day at a time.
What is your...Wow Story!?
If you aren't tearing up after reading Kate's post there is something wrong with you! This lady is AMAZING and I am so happy we are doing this challenge together. I am thankful Kate said yes to this challenge back in January. I can't wait to continue to read about her journey this year as her, Brandi and I tackle 2015 miles together. Way to go Kate!
Way to go, Kate! This is awesome and your story will inspire others. Go crush it!
ReplyDeleteKeep it up Kate!
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